I have recently had a number of people ask about and question my salutation and title of the blog "struggling with all His energy." Everything from why are you so depressed, to shouldn't you be conquering, to how can a pastor always be struggling, to your move to North Carolina must be hard if you want everyone to know you are struggling all the time... I could go on. But I won't.
I pray that the following response will help all to understand my heart and the meaning of the verse from which it is taken, Colossians 1:29, which is also the web address to this blog.
Colossians 1:24-29 (ESV) 24 Now I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake, and in my flesh I am filling up what is lacking in Christ’s afflictions for the sake of his body, that is, the church, 25 of which I became a minister according to the stewardship from God that was given to me for you, to make the word of God fully known, 26 the mystery hidden for ages and generations but now revealed to his saints. 27 To them God chose to make known how great among the Gentiles are the riches of the glory of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory. 28 Him we proclaim, warning everyone and teaching everyone with all wisdom, that we may present everyone mature in Christ. 29 For this I toil, struggling with all his energy that he powerfully works within me.
The word that is translated as struggling, in Colossians 1:29, conveys the idea of laboring to the point of exhaustion to see that those under my care are mature in Christ. That is a struggle and can only be done by His energy. It is not to be interpreted as one who is in the pit trying to get out, but as one who is out of the pit, by His grace, struggling with others to help get them out. There is a constant burden upon my heart, a calling that has arrested my soul since I was 17 requiring me to fight with everything in Christ’s power to see those bound in the prison of sin and held captive as slaves, to be set free by the truth of the gospel. I know that the battle can be won even when we have not seen the King of kings fully in charge yet, though one day He will be. For that I will struggle with all His energy. For in my struggles I know that my King has already conquered. This is why I don’t stop!
I do not know about your heart, but I find that mine so often reflects the laments of Paul in Romans 7 where he says that those things he wants to do he does not do, but the things he does are the things he does not want to do because the sin in his flesh is constantly waging war against the desires of his spirit to follow Christ. After writing on these things he declares, wretched man I am! Who will deliver me?
I have such a desire to be holy as He is holy, yet the more I understand Christ the more I understand my desperate sin condition and oh how that makes my heart long for and love the forgiveness and sacrifice of my Savior more. That he chose me despite my condition and called me despite my failings to be used in His power to share his message of joy and sacrifice.
Who will rescue me? Thanks be to God – through Jesus Christ our Lord!!!!!!!
I will celebrate the Lord’s victories in my life and we will conquer so that with all His energy we may struggle against the next sin and the next and the next…. This is not a weak struggle with hopes of making it, as though I can’t, while I pout about how hard life is, to the contrary; this is an intentional struggle aimed at sin and the prince of the air who has held this world captive far to long! Honestly, if it is a constant battle in my own life then I know that it is in others who I have been called to help present complete, sanctified, mature in Christ. May we all struggle for one another that we are mature on that Day!
TheTheological Dictionary of the New Testament captures my thoughts well,
"He (Paul) thinks of the conflicts and sufferings of the Christian life itself as a life which in its totality stands under the sign of the cross and in this sign carries the cause of Christ to victory."
Let us struggle intentionally to advance the cross of Christ, for it is through our struggles that this world will hear and know Christ!
I hope this helps you understand why "struggling with all His energy" is my blog, salutation,ministry philosophy, favorite verse, and encouraging motivation.
Pastor Dave
Click HERE to read a short story I wrote about a year ago to illustrate the meaning of this passage.For futher clarification please read some other uses of the Greek word, agonizomai, translated struggling in Colossians 1:29, in the NT and how it is translated below. Bold designates its translations: Colossians 2:1-2 where Paul says "I want you to know how much I am
struggling for you and for those at Laodicea, and for all who have not met me personally.My purpose is that they may be encouraged in heart and untied in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely Christ."
Also read Ephesians 4:12 Epaphras, who is one of you, a servant of Christ Jesus, greets you, always
struggling on your behalf in his prayers, that you may stand mature and fully assured in all the will of God."
In Luke 13:24 Jesus uses the word when he says, "
Strive to enter through the narrow door. For many I tell you will seek to enter and will not be able."
In John 18:36, "Jesus answered, 'My kingdom is not of this world. If my kingdom were of this world, my servants would have been
fighting , that I might not be delivered over to the Jews. But my kingdom is not from this world."
In 1 Timothy 4:9-10, " Godliness is profitable...For to this end we toil and
strive, because we have our hope set on the living God, who is the Savior of all people, especially those who believe."
The word is used in 1 Timothy 6:12, "
Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called and about which you made the good confession in the presence of many witnesses."
And finally Paul used it to describe his life as he was about to be killed for the faith in 2 Timothy 4:7, "I have
fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith."
The Theological Dictionary of the New Testament defines this word by saying, "It is an insight into the law of life that the better is the enemy of the best, so that even what is right and good may have to be renounced." or "the thought of the goal that can only be reached through the full expenditure of our energies."
In the case of Paul that would be the energies provided by and in Christ Jesus.